What do I want?
What do I want, truly want?
What desires have I suppressed or denied? Why?
What do I love, truly love?How would I “order” these lovers? What is merely liking or attraction?
What can I let go of easily? What should I let go on? What are the loves that define and sustain me?
Augustine prayed, “You have made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless until they find their rest in you.”
Explore your own restlessness.
Maybe you have denied it and need to rediscover it.